Lost on you - LP

When you get older, plainer, saner

Will you remember all the danger 
we came from?

Burning like embers, falling, tender

Long before the days of no surrender

years ago 
and will you know?

Smoke 'em if you got 'em 

'Cause it's going down

All I ever wanted was you

I'll never get to heaven

'Cause I don't know how

Let's raise a glass or two

To all the things I lost on you

Oh oh

Tell me are they lost on you?

Oh oh

Just that you could cut me loose

Oh oh

After everything I've lost on you

Is that lost on you?

Oh oh

Is that lost on you?

Oh oh

Baby is that lost on you?

Is that lost on you?

Wish that I could see the machinations

Understand the toil of expectations 
in your mind

Hold me like you never lost your patience

Tell me that you love me more than hate me 
all the time

and you're still mine

So smoke 'em if you got 'em 

'Cause it's going down

All I ever wanted was you

Let's take a drink of heaven

This turn around

And raise a glass or two

To all the things I've lost on you

Oh oh

Tell me are they lost on you?

Oh oh

Just that you could cut me loose

Oh oh

After everything I've lost on you

Is that lost on you?

Oh oh

Is that lost on you?

Oh oh

Baby is that lost on you?

Is that lost on you?

Jinx!

long story short I'm jinxed..
k bye.

this blog is a "side" thing.. I prefer handwriting, but most of the things I've written were lost together with my notebook a few years ago.
I kinda got over it..kinda.. and I kept writing on my android.. I had a nice little app..
but
I've never saved my data online.. it was only on the phone.. and every time I'd say "I'll make a back-up tomorrow"..
tomorrow... of course it never happened... and then I lost my phone.... everything I've written the last couple years was in there!!! :')

I'm kinda weird, cause I have an "all or nothing" personality.. I was this close to destroying or deleting whatever was left.. but nope., I didn't..

so I'm still here! I'm.. back.. yay!

lol

it's not like anyone reads all this..
it feels like a diary..

welp

I'm back!

for now..

I'll probably disappear again and start writing on another notebook or gadget or whatever..
cause that's just me! xD